Even though your still by my side, I still feel as though there is an empty space in my heart… something missing in my life… when you’re with someone, there has to be a reason why you wake up every morning… and every time you go to bed… you should go to bed with a smile on your face… maybe I ask to much.. when I ask for me to be your everything is that to much? Simple gestures, when you kiss me, I want to feel loved.. when you hold me, hold me like it’s the last time.. when I listen to songs… I should be able to think of you in that way… is it possible to have a broken heart when you’re still with me? To feel completely alone and still have someone? These thoughts discourage me… sometimes I feel like things will never change, but when I actually look back, things will never be the same…. I’m holding on to empty dreams. Can’t eat, can’t sleep… how long can this go on for? Who do you turn to when the only person that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry? I portray myself like I’m this strong willed person, but when you look deep down inside my eyes, I’m just this lost soul. I come off as strong, but doesn’t mean I fall asleep crying, and even though I act like nothing is wrong, maybe just maybe, I’m really good at lying…. Because every night I fall asleep with a broken heart!!
This is just the best way to release.