The weight of the world is on one's shoulder's
which way to turn as we get older
The days were once warm but now there much colder
The weight of the world is on one's shoulder's
We come to this world in innocent love
Many is blind to what is above
It's right in front of you, but you can't see
Do you believe in the air we breathe?
The way it is to conceive may not come from what we believe
If you can understand what's next to come
then you will truly know where we come from.

The thought of you being all mine

Just makes me smile all of the time

I didn't know when the day would be

You've completed my thoughts...

Knowing that you will truly be there

I didn't know what was happening next

but everything worked out for the best

You're everything I expect and more

Everything I've always been looking for

You treat me so well, no one can compare

I'm just hoping you will always be there

You honestly don't have to worry about me

I am everything that you have seen

I would never let myself hurt or treat you bad

because you are honestly the best I've ever had

I'm going to work hard and that is a must

because I want things to go good between us

You've shown me the way to awesome days

and I really am hoping they will always stay

As I look out in my life I fear the worst... Think the worst... Then I slap myself and say... You have it all.... 
I talk to a friend and give him the same advice he gives me.... I'm blessed to be able to live the way I do and I'm blessed to have found the one person who touches my soul ..... 
but until you are in touch with yourself you can not protect anyone else 
Words are just words
You have to see it and feel it to believe it...
No ones to blame but you
If you can not comprehend your own thoughts then how can anyone else comprehend you? 
We live in a world where we are perceived as one way and inside the covers we are so opposite...
Is it fear from within? 
To show your true self?
Are we afraid that people will reject us?
In all honesty when we get rid if that fear we only keep the people close that are ment to be there...

Forever.... What's that mean to people these days..... My heart races..... My mind wanders.... I forget all else when your beside me... No one touches these feelings.... Does this make me blind? Does it make me nieve as to what is actually there? I've shown true self... Making every cautious decision as to what should be next.... I'm in love with the idea of you... I'm in love with the idea of being yours forever.... And I'm 100 percent totally in love with you... Your mind... Your soul... Just absolutely loves you.. 

How can you put into terms this emotion? These feelings?

How do I comprehend these actions...? Destruction of a narrow mind....

Can u really expect someone to want to love u.. To want to be true to u?

Is it ok to be with someone yet totally not give them you ?

Stuck in a rut and don't know how to handle fucked up emotions

I'm tired of this feeling

Tired of looking over my shoulder

I just want to be loved by someone the way I love.... Too much? 

People say I love too much ... People say I give too much and then in return expect to much....

Is every relationship a fucking game 

When do these games stop?

Why do we play these games with each other

We're suppose to love not hate

This heart... These feelings.... Can I get over them? Why do I have to get over them? 

Be true!...what does that mean?
Be real!...how does that feel?
Anyone actually do the things they say they will?
What's having it all?
How do u know what you want, if you haven't come across it yet....
I never knew until it hit me in the face!
Doesn't seem real.... Is it real?
Only happens in fairy tales!
Love takes time! Fights, arguments, drama... Don't walk away!
Fight for what you believe is real..
But don't fight a loosing battle!!!

You'll always be the only one!

I look as though there is nothing wrong
But I feel as though I don’t belong
It’s as though everyone is blind to see
How everything should really be
No one sees it, no one tries
They all live in their deceit and lies
What is it? What’s it all about?
All I want to do is scream n shout!!
It doesn’t work ‘cause no one hears
Their all hidden inside their fears
Fear of guilt, fear of pain
And I’m always yet the one to blame
Will it ever stop? Can I ever relax?
Maybe I should take it to the max
I feel some anguish and pain inside
And really there’s nothing left for me to hide
People can see what they want to see
But all I am being, is me!!

Even though your still by my side, I still feel as though there is an empty space in my heart… something missing in my life… when you’re with someone, there has to be a reason why you wake up every morning… and every time you go to bed… you should go to bed with a smile on your face… maybe I ask to much.. when I ask for me to be your everything is that to much? Simple gestures, when you kiss me, I want to feel loved.. when you hold me, hold me like it’s the last time.. when I listen to songs… I should be able to think of you in that way… is it possible to have a broken heart when you’re still with me? To feel completely alone and still have someone? These thoughts discourage me… sometimes I feel like things will never change, but when I actually look back, things will never be the same…. I’m holding on to empty dreams. Can’t eat, can’t sleep… how long can this go on for? Who do you turn to when the only person that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry? I portray myself like I’m this strong willed person, but when you look deep down inside my eyes, I’m just this lost soul. I come off as strong, but doesn’t mean I fall asleep crying, and even though I act like nothing is wrong, maybe just maybe, I’m really good at lying…. Because every night I fall asleep with a broken heart!!

Do you ever get the feeling things aren’t the same?
Who would be the one to blame?
Is everything really your own fault?
Should you live with the guilt?
How can you explain the way that you are feeling without ppl comprehending you?
What words fall into play when you don’t know what to do?
How can you love, and still feel this pain inside?
Can we learn how to compromise?
How is it that you can compromise your feelings?
When you really don’t know how to compromise anything
The relationship struggles…
How do you know if its just a mountain…
Or its really the end.
How do we learn how to make amends…
When really its just how your feeling inside
And its something you just can not hide
To wish to be able to lock your heart and throw the key…
Where would relationships be?
If no one could get in…
Would it be better for you then?
Or would you just be a fool?
A hug is a hug,
A kiss is a kiss….
But if its not coming from your heart…
Then your just two worlds apart..
Lost without words is where I am
But can you blame???

 For what is it to say that it is impossible?
For who is it to say that it is inevitable?
What is it gonna take to be able to see the rest of it?
Who's to know which path to take? And for it all, where is the rest of them?
And to where are we suppose to meet?
Can it be contained in this life?
Or to the above abnorm?
So many questions,little or no answer too...
When is this roller coaster ride over?
When can I actually stand on my own two feet without worrying about falling?
And where is the end of the downfall? 
Have I found it yet? Or is it simply another weight to add to the fall? 
Who knows these things?
Where are all my answers?
Who holds the key ?
So many questions
So little time!
Can I smile at what I hold in my hands?
Is it enough for me to be content?
Do I even want to be content?
Or do I like my rollar coaster ride?